No such thing....

There's no such thing as perfect anything except GOD and only HIM......I have been going through what people call as depression I guess. I shouldnt be depressed at all. I have soo MUCH to be THANKFUL for, I really do. Some days Im on top of the worldand other days I cant get motivated to do anything. Being a military wife sucks sometimes. Im not good at the times I have to be a single parent when he is away. I know things could be worse so when I feel like this I feel even more guilty cux there is NO reason for it. My heart hurts for my brother and my best friend who are both going through a hard time right now.... When I think of what they are dealing with I hurt more and feel more guilty... So I realized today that most of "why" Im depressed is I keep listening to satan and the lies he is feeding into my heart and life.....ex: Your a sucky mom, your never going to get it right, your husband doesnt really love you, he will eventually walk away too, your fat and ugly, no one wants to be your friend, did you see the way she looked at you, Did you hear what they said to you, did you really think you could be friends, your kids do that cux you suck at being their mother! The list honestly goes on and on.... It sucks when that is repeated over and over again in your head by satan. But as Im driving down the road to take my beautiful daughters to ballet, the LORD reminds me of HIS truth.....That Im fearfully and wonderfully made......THat no matter what the enemy tells me, that GOD loves me and he will take care of me......That what I keep hearing over and over again are JUST LIES! The enemy wants to destroy me and my family. He wants to take away all that is good, and he is trying to do that through me and I need to change my thoughts...I LOVE my GOD and want to be pleasing to him and Need HIS help....This song by natalie grant is soo true, I put on my happy face and go out the door, but Im not always happy. I need to be simply because God Died for me and that is enough..... It is! Pray for my mom, she is missing what could possibly be the best years of her life all because she cant handle my loving GOD. She is only like 4 hours away from me, the closet ever in the years of my being away and she isnt communicating with me, She is missing out and her grandchilren and all the joy they are! Pray for salvation...