Natalie Grant- Perfect People

Song for today.....

No such thing....

There's no such thing as perfect anything except GOD and only HIM......I have been going through what people call as depression I guess. I shouldnt be depressed at all. I have soo MUCH to be THANKFUL for, I really do. Some days Im on top of the worldand other days I cant get motivated to do anything. Being a military wife sucks sometimes. Im not good at the times I have to be a single parent when he is away. I know things could be worse so when I feel like this I feel even more guilty cux there is NO reason for it. My heart hurts for my brother and my best friend who are both going through a hard time right now.... When I think of what they are dealing with I hurt more and feel more guilty... So I realized today that most of "why" Im depressed is I keep listening to satan and the lies he is feeding into my heart and life.....ex: Your a sucky mom, your never going to get it right, your husband doesnt really love you, he will eventually walk away too, your fat and ugly, no one wants to be your friend, did you see the way she looked at you, Did you hear what they said to you, did you really think you could be friends, your kids do that cux you suck at being their mother! The list honestly goes on and on.... It sucks when that is repeated over and over again in your head by satan. But as Im driving down the road to take my beautiful daughters to ballet, the LORD reminds me of HIS truth.....That Im fearfully and wonderfully made......THat no matter what the enemy tells me, that GOD loves me and he will take care of me......That what I keep hearing over and over again are JUST LIES! The enemy wants to destroy me and my family. He wants to take away all that is good, and he is trying to do that through me and I need to change my thoughts...I LOVE my GOD and want to be pleasing to him and Need HIS help....This song by natalie grant is soo true, I put on my happy face and go out the door, but Im not always happy. I need to be simply because God Died for me and that is enough..... It is! Pray for my mom, she is missing what could possibly be the best years of her life all because she cant handle my loving GOD. She is only like 4 hours away from me, the closet ever in the years of my being away and she isnt communicating with me, She is missing out and her grandchilren and all the joy they are! Pray for salvation...

Guac Squash Goodness

Ok Please bear with me......I HAVE NO IDEA WHY MY PICS are loading like this..... they are fine on the computer but not when I upload or send them. So you get half a pic.....I hate that... Now on to the recipe:

One Squash Diced
One Zuchinni Juleinned
One diced onion
Sauteed for like 2 mins in coconut oil and garlic, little salt
overtop put mashed avocado and diced tomatoe....

This was super yummy! Even Andy loved it as well. I had it two days straight. I need more avocados or Id have it again today!

A giveaway....

I found a new blog that has recipes and neat ideas for eating healthier at http://heathereatsalmondbutter.com/ and from there I found another blog that I now follow that is having a giveaway of :1 box of Kroger oat bran (my fav.), 1 jar of Kroger Natural Smooth Peanut Butter, 1 jar of Kroger Natural Crunchy and 1 jar of her new obsession, Artisana Coconut Butter!!!!! So in following her rules I am posting here on my blog a link to her website so you can also enter......http://peanutbutteroats.blogspot.com/2009/06/not-your-typical-baby-shower-100th-post.html

I really hope to win, as I have yet to try the coconut butter, I love coconut oil so I bet Id love this as well...

My confession: I honestly cant think of one......I want to be skinny but dont want to excercise.....